So I know this is my second post today. Bear with me people - my husband is gone and I am living with my parents. Venting is needed. Especially when I am wide awake thinking about Adam. I need to stay busy so here is a fabulous -ology I saw on LT's blog. This should keep me busy until I finally go to bed...
Are you right-handed or left-handed? Left (I've heard that means I smart... haha)
Have you ever had anything removed from your body? Um this question confuses and disturbs me... I mean I saw that when Hope did this she mentioned teeth... that would have to be the extent of it for me. Oh soon I will have a baby removed! Well, wait, if all goes well, I guess the baby isn't really REMOVED... whatever, next question.
What is the last heavy item you lifted? Oh wow, let me think back. Everyone has been so generous in letting me stand by and watch the lifting since I am preggo. I suppose it would have been something for school while I was packing up my classroom.
If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die? I used to think I would want to know, but now there is no way I would want to find out
If you could change your name, what would you change it to? Wow.. I would have a double name. I just adore them. If we have a little girl one day she will have a double name.
Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000? No way! I don't think you could even pay me $10,000 to do it. When I say I hate spicy stuff, I mean I HATE spicy stuff. Equate it with someone asking you to drink poop water or something.
How many pairs of flip flops do you own? Wow, if I wasn't living with my parents (aka NO closet space) I would definately run and count them...(it would buy me another few minutes of preoccupation) however, my shoes are currently EVERYWHERE so I will have to guess at around 10-15
Last time you had a run-in with the cops? Wow, I really have no idea. I have been pulled over several times so I suppose it would be one of those instances. (Can I just throw in that it rocks being a girl. I mean I have cried my way out of at least 5 tickets)
Last person you talked to in person ? My Momma
Favorite Month? June (well except this one) hmmm, I guess I need to change it to May since that's when Adam comes home for good. Oh, or December when the baby is born and I get to see him... ah, the indecisiveness... May, final answer.
Missing someone? Of course. I only mention him at least twice every sentence. I shoulda named the blog "Me talking about Adam"
Mood? bored/sad... but getting better!
What are you listening to? nothing, mom and dad are sleeping. Wow, I totally feel like I am in high school again after that.
Watching? the computer, the TV is on mute in the background but can't say I am watching it.
Worrying about? take a guess... did you guess ADAM? You're right! Sorry, no prizes. What's the line they use? "Void where prohibited"
What’s the last movie you watched? X-Men Origins: Wolverine. As I said, very pleased.
Do you smile often? Here lately it hasn't been so much, but under normal circumstances I like to think I do
Do you always answer your phone? No. If you have ever called, texted, or just know me for that matter, you know it is a rare occassion for me to answer my phone. I don't know why that is exactly. I am also horrible at returning calls. Maybe this will help everyone to not take it personally - "its not you, its me." hahaha.
It’s four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it? Usually I would say Kristen, but lately (because of his schedule) I would say Adam.
If you could change your eye color what would it be? BLUE! I ADORE blue eyes. I tried the colored contacts once but, get this, all colored contact manufacturers are pupil descriminative!! I know, right?! Have you been descriminated against because of your pupil size? I feel your pain... let it out.... See, the colored portion of the contact surrounds your whole eye and they leave a clear part in the center to accomodate for your pupil. Well this "hole" is a one size fits all deal. My pupil happens to be larger than that hole, so I had vision distortion from the colored portion of the contact going into the line of my pupil. Darn companies. This is 2009, wake up. We're not all a size zero pupil. Maybe I could get into some plus-size pupil negotiations.
What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic? I don't add flavor; in fact, I rarely go to Sonic.
Do you own a digital camera? Of course. I think the four year old down the street has a digital camera.
Have you ever had a pet fish? Yes. When I was a kid and in college. Poor Gilly died soon after arrive in Florence for his first vacation from Starkville. I tried to distill water from the tap by leaving it out in an open container for a day. Apparently, that internet trick didn't work or I didn't leave it out long enough because Gilly soon found his way to that big tank in the sky. I burried him in our backyard. (Yes, this was my college fish. I grew attached, ok?)
Favorite Christmas song? I couldn't even begin to chose. I am a little obsessed with Christmas.
What’s on your wish list for your birthday? Hmm, quite a ways away. Can't say I have thought about it. If it were my pretend wish list it would be filled with Adam's name.
Can you do push-ups? I could pre-baby. Can't say I have tried any lately.
Can you do a chin up? haha. I think I tried once at Adam's parents' house and I didn't quite make it.
Does the future make you more nervous or excited? Lately both. I used to always get excited about the future, thinking everything would somehow magically work out. However, with Adam gone, I worry constantly about the future.
Do you have any saved texts? No. I mean my phone keeps them in my inbox for a while, but I don't have any that I read and was like "oh, I need to keep that!"
Ever been in a car wreck? Yes. Quite a few fender benders that resulted in lose of one or more side mirrors (I took off so many of those things my parents started to wonder if I had some hidden vendetta against them) The other was still a small fender bender but I did hurt my neck and had to get interviewed and stuff by the insurance agency to pay for doctor bills.
Do you have an accent? When I am talking I don't really pick up on a southern accent, but when I have something played backed to me that I have said I think I sound totally red neck.
What is the last song to make you cry? Rascal Flatts "Stand". I was alone in my car thinking about Adam and that song came on the ipod. I think I mostly cried because I felt like they were talking about my life. Somewhat of a mess, but that I needed to realize what I am made of, brush myself off, and stand.
Plans tonight? Hm, the night is almost over. I didn't really do anything except talk to Adam and take Abby for a walk with my mom.
Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom? I think everyone has. If you haven't I need your name and address; not so I can find out your secret, but to come over there and kick you. Sorry, that was mean. I think I am a little mad at happy people right now.
Name 2 things you bought yesterday. Um I bought KFC for myself and my parents when we stopped to eat on the way back to Florence. Love me some KFC mac-n-cheese!!
You ever been given roses? Yup. Flowers are so lovely. I truly adore lilies though.
Current hate right now? War, the military, everything keeping me from Adam.
Met someone who changed your life? Absolutely. I think everyone you meet has some sort of effect on the rest of your life. I mean, I could pan out a whole "butterfly effect" deal of how one seemingly meaningless person has completely impacted my entire life. (I will spare you the boredom though! haha)
What song represents you? Wow, that is tough... "Bitch" comes to mind right now only because I am still dealing with the modiness from my crazy hormones. I also say that because Meredith Brooks sings about being so many different things at once and I feel that totally summarizes me at this point.
What were you doing 12 AM last night? Well, its almost 12 now... right now I am desperately trying to occupy my time. LAST night, I was sleeping at 12.
Aw, all done. Well, that did take a good bit of time to complete. I'm sure these questions weren't meant for paragraph responses, but the more I can drag out an activity the better! I have managed to pull my mind away from the pity party and that is success. Maybe you enjoyed my tangents and got a little late night amusement! Good night!