Well after ZERO sleep I got up with her about 9am to give her a bottle. I laid her in the pack and play and turned on her nice little light up, musical, aquarium toy thingy. I went to the kitchen and then heard SLAM and a baby crying. OH MY GOSH!!! I raced in and there is the aquarium toy laying beside MC's head and she is screaming. At this point, I seriously wanted to die. I picked her up and after a few seconds she stopped crying, but still! I have no idea where the thing hit her since it was only lying beside her when I came in. I felt around and there are no bumps, but of course I am still quite concerned.
Well I tried giving her her bottle and she only drank a little and didn't want anymore. Great. She probably has a concussion and can't even eat! Right then Adam calls so of course I start crying and telling him the whole story. He said I was crazy and accidents happen and she won't break. Not quite reassuring enough. I still feel horrible. I feel responsible for her getting sick and I feel HORRIBLE that I let that toy fall on her head. I mean, what if something is seriously wrong??!!! I will be so glad when Adam gets home so I can have a partner in all this... and most importantly, someone to reassure me when I have my spaz sessions; cause right now I win the world's worst mommy award!