Wow. I am completely exhausted. I've read you really start to lose a lot of your energy in the thrid trimester and boy are they right! I'm pooped! Its amazing how much running errands and cooking can take out of you when your body is supporting a whole other body too! It probably wouldn't be so bad if my back didn't hurt so much. I know I've complained about this to no end, but its really not fun. If it weren't for the whole back thing, I would feel incredible (just a little tired). Maybe the pain will subside when I get to rest on the couch watching Biggest Loser tonight (You all BETTER be tuning in!)
I was hoping to avoid any sad posts for a while, however you can't control life... Adam's grandfather is not doing well at all. They don't look for him to make it past the next few days or weeks. He has been battling cancer and recently his organs have just started shutting down. It absolutely kills me that Adam is not here - mostly because I have seen him bawling on the webcam. He keeps saying over and over that he didn't get to see him and tell him how much he loved him. He is also upset poppa won't be here to see Maggie... that is kinda what we were both pulling for. I am trying to do what I can to comfort him, although I feel completely helpless. I want to hold him and tell him everything will be ok, but all I can do at this point is type encouraging words... not exactly the same. Please keep poppa, Adam, and the rest of our family in your prayers!